Given

Look at me
she's behind the fires in my eyes
run before she finds you
with every touch of your hands
I feel her

Press my neck against your lips
hear the breath in your ear
turning to sounds emerging deep from my chest
I cannot protect you
she's stirring

Call out  my inhibitions
command my legs to part
then smell the weight of
puddled passion
You should feel the danger

Draw your fingers up
the inside of my thighs
feel them skate through thawed desire
then paint my lips with the taste
she's raging now

After you call to me
from the inside of my body
I make no promises
you won't bleed a little
I've given you warning
She's about to strike
I hope you can take it

Taming the Light

Blackness
Darkness
Lightless

Even before the first star was born
I stood as a signet
to the first thought
the first word

In my birth
he was inside me
growing with me
until he expelled himself

nursed in the fullness of my deep
he became full and fat
fed from my mind
he became long and lean
and in the fullness of time
he became

Effulgent
Luminous
Radiant
Brillant
He became my equal

My power aroused him
he sought to claim me
he held me by my throat
pinned against eternity

I growled
and time began
We rolled over the darkness
until all things were created
Light inside the darkness
as one

Danger

Be careful

I'm dangerous

I am the reflection of 

the darkness in the shadows

I rip off masks and

tear up secrets 

with a smile

Can you bear the power 

of my presence 

and still speak the truth

In spite of my wanting to bring you

gardens of succulent loving 

By my nature

I wrest dead memories from your heart

I pull them up through your throat
letting them burn up in my passion

I dissolve the fraudulent in you

with a flick of my wrist

and yank at your being

to test the soundness of your ethereal body

When I reach for you 

there's fire in my grasp

I am only tamed by one

who can absorb my force 

expand 

then create himself anew 

from the elements left over 

Behind My Eyes

If I pulled you down
the rabbit hole
behind the smile
the pretty face
the beautiful mind

you would find a child
uncouth
loud
innocent
ignorant

I've tried to hide her for years
but she's there
waiting to be punished
for things she never did

She hides believing she's
a burden
an issue
a thing
a placeholder

But

* There are different types of words
and you use the ones that
don't include the 26 letters of the alphabet
you spit action through your words
making the one behind my eyes
reach for you

tell me what you want her to do
I'll let her take your hand
if you ask me to


(*) is a line snatched from a conversation with one of my soul family members  CeCe...Thank you!!! =*

Sanctuary

You allow me to
cross the threshold into your presence
I stand between the pillars of your legs
and fall to my knees in reverence

I've been chosen
I am worthy to partake

Your hands fall on my head
as if to bless me
There's a choir singing in your moans
In all the variations of my touch
I say a prayer
Until I invoke his presence in you

You lift me toward you
like sun rays over the horizon at dawn
lay me down and cover me
with the power of your desire

And as you reach to kiss me
I feel your glory pour over me
I open everything to you
and enter the sanctuary of your love.

Can't Call It

I've called it
attention
touching
kissing
and
longing eyes

I've let me be translated into
hurtful words
scary thoughts
painful goodbyes

I've heard it is
caresses under candlelight
moonlight strolling
and making love in the rain

What I see in your eyes
hear in your voice
follow in the tracks being made
all over my life
I can't call it
anything but love

Tender

look up
and watch how clouds roll passed
unhurried

embrace moments
as they arrive
they are wise

let tears fall
in them you are replenished

ache and reach for
dreams dormant in the invisible

and when you find a heart
as tender as yours
hold it close

then look up
and watch how the clouds roll passed
unhurried

Sacrilege

Innocent

you touch me 

as if you could do it wrong

I want you

take me

Timidly 

you speak to me

but there's another in you

who speaks with his eyes

who commands with his hands

concedes with his lips

set him free

Yes

like that

all of your weight

face to face

growls in your throat 

and that

yes that

If you think I can't take anymore

make me

treat me like a prayer 

speak it and it's done

I want him 

I give him to me

The trembling in my legs 

is not fear

it's the force of the release

of that visceral and sacred

being in me coming for you

now that you set yourself free

It would have been sacrilege 

to give her to anyone else. 

Vacate

They walked in...

And rummaged through my past
looking for reminders of
why I should be afraid
feel foolish to try again
why I should hide

I let them

They laid their evidence on my heart
the memories rose like vapor
I flinched
all the missed takes
the rejection and the abandonment
misunderstandings and misinformation
I folded hands over my heart
how did it endure so much

When they finished
I looked over everything and
there shining on the edges of each memory
was a golden light

I pinched at it
until it was trapped between my fingers
I pulled

When I was done
I offered them the mound of golden lining
with which they tied up the memories
and walked away
never to return

Then he walked in...